Feb 14th 2012, 22:53:45
Hey all, Sorry I've been gone and missed soo much, There's too much to go back and adress everything so I'm just going to come in with a nice clean new fresh start.
1. I consider myself a Christian Agnostic.
This seems contradictory. Well, read on for a second.
I come from an evolutionary point of view. I understand all things evolve, even how humanity understands "God". How we view God, now, is different than how we viewed God in pre-writing days.), and someday humanity will view God different than now. How we view God is very much based on our culture we grow up in, and when in the human timline we are born.
KNowing that, I do my best to work with ideas/concepts of God. For example, I understand, that Tradtional Christianity has a very "Greek" view of God that's more based on Plato and Aristotle, than any Jewish thought.
But I also understand that Post-modernity is rapidly rejecting a Greek philosophical foundation thaat Western Civilization has been built on, so we have churches preaching about a type of God, people can no longer ascribe too.
So, I do believe there is a God....but I DOUBT I can ever truly know what God is. ALl I can do is work the best, with what we have in our time, place and culture. Knowing that my views will evolve and change.
I used to believe God was a big white male in the sky with a huge Penus.
I now approach God from a metaphor of an energy that permeates all things.
I used to believe God was all powerful.
I understand that the Energy of God, can only do so much and what it can do requires partnership, which we as human beings are often missing our que's on.
I used to believe God knew the future.
No longer, This energy may be able to detect possibilities, but doesn't have an "all knowing sense of the future."
I also used to believe in dualism (great Greek concept see Plato's Cave) and the accompanying physiecal/spirutal world divide that says phsyical world= bad and corrupe and spiritual world= good, (unless you are talking about the Devil and his minions (again GOd/Satan anohter dualism.)
Heaven/Hell-another dualism
What if there is no dualism, what if all things are interconnected,
What if thigns can be good and bad?
What if there was no Satan (I can make a strong case for this) and no Hell.
But wait, Christianity depends on a boogeyman and a dungeon to scare people into believing.
Why not have a posiitve view, and say Jesus' teachings are worth following b/c of the words they contain?
So see yet another evolution.
From this point of view, who cares if the bible is Scientically accurate....its not about that,
Its about the stories of a people responding to the world around them.
It contains good and bad.
It has God evolving over time from a jealous teeanger that says kill them all, to the metaphor, GOd is love.
We do the best with what we can, We find the great teachers found in all the great traditions and find the idea that their teachings can point us as human beings to be the best we can be.
This is why fundamentalists find evolution so hard.
Fundamentalism and Evangelicalism can't function as they do if creationism isn't true. SO they get lounder and shriller as they become a smaller and smaller part of the population decade by decade.
Now, am I wrong! Most probably yes! But through the teachings of Jesus, I find a message that commands us to work for a world without hunger, thirst, an imperative to take on unjust systems, a place where GLBTQ people are treated equally, a place where all people have access to health care and a home to sleep in at night.
A message of loving others as I love myself.
A message of a utopian vision that CAN happen on our world, some of it in our lifetime. That in my opinion is what it is really about,
who care about heaven or hell, I'll be dead:)