Ps. I see the worse in people at work. I lecture people as a police sergeant over a task force that nobody takes responsibility anymore. It’s worthless advice if I can’t live by the same standard. I am sorry I couldn’t maintain the good work that was done over 5 years. I don’t often see folks here sincerely own their own failures or mistakes. But I just felt that in a world that people don’t apologize, doesn’t admit to weak moments, aren’t very happy folks. Anyway thank you all.

Some of the old guard has come back and wishes to play a bit differently.

I will finish this set and likely need a new place to play. If anyone wants me.

Rumors and the beloved screenshots say Drow and Leto were behind this. A coup of sorts. It’s been said Drow purposely made the PDM name Paradim so that he and players coming back after 20 years could do their thing. I don’t believe all of the rumors. I like Drow, Drow has been in and out of my life since I was a kid. And helped me a lot.

That being said, there are high ranking leaders/members sending me stuff. Please stop. I will not put them here.

Our folks will finish out the set under the pacts signed and decide. I will leave leadership and hopefully just play. Maybe by then I’ll switch to the other PDM tag and just be a normal player.

The last 3 months I’ve made poor decisions. Without getting too far into it, I just wasn’t myself. To my family, to my friends and to my EE family.

Things have improved and I’m back to work off medical leave.

I ask Drow and others from both paradigms to agree that not every item need posted here. I have plenty of skeletons, but you all do as well. I will deal with folks privately and I won’t air dirty laundry.

This thread isn’t about this person or that persons own dirty deeds. It’s about mine. I failed to do what needed to be done, and I also didn’t go along with “the plan” - that’s on me. paradigm and it’s 2.0 friends are still friends. There’s no hate, at least I don’t. Even for those I disagree, I still care about them. I hope I don’t ever have to stop caring.

I won’t out all the things I know. I won’t attack others mistakes publicly. I’ll own my own.

I am sorry that after 5 years of rebuilding that based on my own actions since March, I’ve failed. I do apologize and if anyone wishes to ask specifics you can find me on discord.

Again after this set I shall leave and hope someone would allow me to play.

Doug

I’ll appoint gallery and you. Must serve together. 🫣

So you’re the vp and pp?

You don’t like sticking around that long. Tho a BIG P partnership could work. Senator P

Actually a Big P administration maybe nice

SuperFly is taking the presidency after a secret service background check

To his friends as well I hope

You’re back too?

They are mad lol

They are

I’ll be departing too

They played pranks on me and playing one back

Paradim

…. I still love coalie tho lol

I do too. I merely made a simple statement. Was just being clear sir

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All i said was these are his personal views and don’t reflect all those in PDM.

I must redact and insult that was directly at coalie. I apologize.

Drow is speaking from a personal view. Doesn’t reflect on our clan. Members have stayed off the boards unless it was to say hi and ask questions. Simply buy Drow. This isn’t PDM’s fight.

Vetti welcome back. You gonna play?

Hi santti, you playing again?

/me looks at Leto and smiles

I’ll ship you off a nice big case of kool aid for your cult. At the Jamestown address runway?

I miss you already. Yet you’re still around bugging me. 🙏🏼

silly silly Drow

You can have the bases but can I have all the airmen? I’d say your xxxxx but we don’t have navy’s in this game. 🔞

It’s the same person. He was with pdm for many many years and in our senate. Rather than typing sir jouster all the time we said jouster.

Jim “leto” Jones?

Y’all are kiss asses lol 😘

H

He said 69. That’s homophobic. I’m offended yet slightly turned on.

Now why would you go and tear down all those buildings? Where are all my women’s and children’s gonna go? I have Amazon prime. I’ll ship them to you.

Has that advice ever worked? 😇

I love you too

Next will be here.

Our tag is PDM. The end.

Drow misspelled the full name and some of our folks got lost. Nobody in the PDM is tagged. Dork.

Wasn’t referring to them.

LADY! 😘

You people make my ass itch. Just go outside and beat the hell out of one another and come back in and get over it. #JesusTapDancingChrist

He is.

Heh

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