Yeah man. Fight it like you fight for breath when a big ol' fat lady decides to be on top haha.

Toughest thing for people I know was the stuff that happens in your brain, but it's mostly all in your head haha. Try to think of it as a new form of depression/anxiety you're dealing with rather than like disassociation or disconnecting with things you knew well. Your brain will recover things it lost rapidly. And you've more than dealt with things that have hurt your brain or your mindset before. You're a fluffing badass bro.