Man. It's not about playing the way anyone wants you to. It's just about learning server dynamics and foreign affairs of tags a little bit and making it fun for your own team, while simultaneously not ruining the sets of unaffiliated clans. You haven't taken the time to steelman the case for Darkness protecting the netters primarily playing in an all-x, bot and solo GDI free market. You didn't know the culture of this server is primarily all-x, and that you'd likely get killed for farming other countries. You didn't know there's a group of players who only want to war, and that they usually protect people they've known for 20 years rather than, as you say, bullying them. Can you not really see that you're calling something bullying that others would call using their war skills for good rather than evil?

In any case, no one is worried about you running Darkness off. We're just trying to help you out a little bit with information pertinent to you because you're doing something that's been done before about 1000 times and hasn't worked yet. By all means, carry on. But I promise the fun of dying repeatedly without parity has diminishing returns for everyone.