Jul 21st 2014, 18:17:48
bane of my existence for the last 20+ years. back then, i'd never heard the term "panic attack" and went to emergency rooms maybe 15 times - only to be checked out, told everything was fine, and discharged. finally went to a psychiatrist because i figured i had to be crazy if i kept having these delusions that i was on the brink of death. he listened to me for five minutes, then rolled his chair across the room, pulled a book off the shelf, and showed me the panic attack section of the diagnostic and statistical manual. never felt such relief in my life, knowing there was a name for what i was going through and ways to deal with it.
i've tried all kinds of therapy etc. to deal with it, but what's worked best, by far, is better life through chemicals. daily regimen of prescriptions reduced the rate at which i had panic attacks by 95%, and "as needed" adjuncts made the rest go away after 15 minutes or so. they do tend to make you tired, but i'll take that any time over the alternative. other problem is you develop tolerances to the drugs over time, so they stop working. but, there are so many alternatives, finding a new one that works is usually pretty easy. just find a good psychopharmacologist and develop a good relationship where you're checking in regularly on how the meds are working and tweaking them when needed.
i can totally relate to how horrible they are. wouldn't wish them on anyone. feels like being tied to railroad tracks with a locomotive bearing down on you while an elephant's sitting on your chest and you're being waterboarded, all at once. i'd take intense physical pain over a panic attack every time, without hesitation. good luck.